I wonder what other people mean when they talk about happiness.
Do they all mean the same thing?
I don't understand how a feeling could be calm but not sad, or self-empowering but not angry.
Is it what you feel when all the other feelings go away, a nothingness that only exists in absence?
Or is it a feeling of its own?
Is it like excitement (but without shame)?
Is it like being loved (but without resignation)?
Is it constructable like self-confidence or involuntary like grief?
What's so great about it?
Why do people want it so badly?
All I know is:
there might be people,
and these people might have happiness,
and even though they probably can't understand me and I probably can't understand them,
I think possibly
that that's a very beautiful thing.